Monday 19 August 2013

European Abductees Taken & Some Feedback

This is what I put as my Facebook status this morning:

'I was on a craft last night. This is the first time in just over a month. There were around a dozen humans on board. The craft was elongated, perhaps from the outside would have been spotted as cylindrical? and the humans were sat in seats, with restraints holding them in. I do not recall any of them awake. I kept looking at one sat near the back who, although I believe I know her, I did not recognise
I know when I looked at her face there was a sense of recognition. This is because I do not think with my human mind at these times, when I am immersed in this environment. There is a flicker of familiarity in the background, but it isn't something I can readily grasp. These people last night were all from various places across Europe and were taken to undergo 'routine medical checks', each in turn in another room. These people had been taken repetitively since childhood, (all were now adults,) I wasn't told they were repeat abductees, it is just something I knew. It is like a sense of deja-vu. quite possibly sensations I received from other greys who had previous experience with them. This sense of deja-vu would always pervade at some level. I think it is a kind of group consciousness thing. I think I was on this craft out of concern for this one individual. When I am on the craft, I never seem to be involved as an active participant in medical procedures, I seem, if anything, to be in a role of observer. I feel I am in an interpretive role between human and crew emotions, bridging the two, so to speak even though I look like, and seem to think like, the crew.'

I have been asked if I am actually physically on these craft or if I am remote viewing. I don't believe I am remote viewing, which suggests a passive observer. I do interact consciously with those around me. Whether they be grey or human. Whether they be abductee or military, they are aware of my presence and we communicate as one would in the same environment. I can feel ground, or deck beneath my feet. I have tactile sensations if I handle humans or objects. I am pretty much convinced that breaching all laws of physics, I sleep as a human and then assume the body of a non human. Each with it's own distinct mind. I don't suffer any personality conflict with this situation. I am simply one, then the other. One with an individuality, the other as part of a collective mind. I think that it is because of that collective deja-vu process that I almost instantly become aware of what is happening when I am on a craft, it is like experience gaps are instantly plugged.

I have been asked about sex and gender. On the craft we are not particularly aware of gender differences, greys do have them, but it doesn't really play as much a role as it does with humans. I think if anything, we are much more aware of human gender differences than our own! There is also the fact that I witness more female abductees than male. Last night our experiencers consisted of at most four males out of a group of twelve.

Most of the child hybrids at the base are only vaguely gender-identifiable. They are bred for working and menial tasks at the base, but as they grow they can also be used on craft. They are just hands, we think and they respond. I have seen several hundred in the Chinese base.

Why do I visit an underground base in Northeast China? I have absolutely no idea whatsoever, and if anything that is the biggest puzzle of all to me. If I were to invest somewhere, it would be in Area 51, or a secret base underneath Rendlesham Forest. Not a country I have absolutely no knowledge of. Vast numbers of Chinese go missing without trace every year. There is very Military/ET co-operation. Mostly in the area of conventional paranormal research and inter-dimensional travel, but also using paranormal means to hack internet and computer systems. That is quite a high priority. The Chinese have researched how UFO's can interfere with guidance systems and power supplies. This is some of what is happening there.

 
 
 


 
 

Monday 5 August 2013

Existence Before Creation.

When I travel of a night, be it as human or Grey, but more so when Grey. I feel a connectedness with everything, literally everything. There is an intimate bond with not only the planet and it’s inhabitants, but with the entire universe in a way that is quite profound and has defied many attempts by myself to describe it. This has left me, upon waking, with a wish to explore this connectedness even further and understand it. A couple of weeks ago this seemed to happen and has shifted my waking consciousness towards a new level of understanding.

I found myself existing in a nothingness. I had no body, and nothing existed outside of myself. I really don’t think I can adequately express in words what I was or what I sensed. But I seemed to be Everything. Everything existed within me, and Everything expressed itself as energy and an awakening potential. Then I sensed - not really a desire, because desire and focus of intent didn’t exist - I sensed the state of consciousness shift very slightly, so slight that it would in human terms be undetectable. It was minuscule. But it created an impulse to explore itself through acquiring a more complete sense of existence. But that existence didn’t - well - exist.

So the consciousness within the nothingness formed universes and realities through which it could begin to explore itself via an infinite multitude of concepts. Within those self-creations, the consciousness pored itself as consciousness within THAT consciousness. So exactly the same sentience became the life within the creations it made of itself. We know that all life is made of star-stuff, but this was showing me, or having me experience that everything inert is made of the same consciousness as the life around it. This made much more clear to me, the witches law of three-fold return, and laws of Karma. By harming and damaging anything we are hurting ourselves. The outward aggression is reflected back upon us because we are simply hurting ourselves.

It seems that humanity has forgotten all this, lost it’s way as it has immersed itself deeper within a physical framework. It is a trap that not only humanity, but all life has created for itself. I guess that what I have described in my own woefully inadequate way is the Biblical ‘Fall’ existence as it was created through the kabbalistic doctrine. So certainly, there is nothing new in what I have put in this post, but it is an astonishing revelation when you perceive it happening!

I do think it has caused me to stop and question some of the earthly values I hold in human form, values that are somewhat different to when I am grey, and I guess that is why I experienced it, so my humanity could possibly understand a little clearer why I have that sense of connectedness.

It has most certainly given me reason to believe we are all Divinity. The Source. God. We, along with other life all across the universes are the single creating energy that formed our multitude of physical, astral, mental and etheric environments. It is why we can cross them with relative ease.

I will add more to this when or if I can think it through some more. But someone who can explain this better is here: